she thinks my tractor's sexy

i am utterly exhausted. all day i've been on a second wind (a.k.a. being quite chipper despite my lack of sleep) and now it's finally hit me that i'm dead tired. i need sleep now.

continuing my rant from last post. i don't understand the male sex or what drives them to do the things they do. but i'm okay with that; i've come to terms with the fact that they make my life complicated. yet, i must admit i am the naive one to keep chasing after boys. there's a part of me that needs atleast one of them in my life for balance. there's one in particular right now that makes me want to scream. (sidenote: does anyone ever actually scream after they state that they want to scream? didn't think so.) life is complicated and i can't wait to go to europe. the end.

okay, it's not the end after all. and my throat still hurts. ouch, charlie, ouch.
i think my greatest weakness is bread and butter, plain & simple. or a guy's smile.

okay the end for reals.